Finally exams finished!~ But then I'm not a bit happy because I know I did very badly... let's hope i don't drop out of top 30 & next time in end-of-yr exam... I SHALL SHOW EVERYONE WHO I AM & WHAT'S PRO! LOL

Got too much to say & shall not only summarize but say main points only... titles bolded & in red, can skip if u want since it's real long.

1. Christmas BALL!~ yea baby i like it. we've got this ball in sch hall at night that only sec3 - sec 7 can attend, guys only from our sch but girls from any schs~ but actl also mainly tat few schs that our sch informed & advertised about the ball la. Guys can BRING partners, (for dancing not gay LOL) girls can come themselves as well, need to buy tickets. Guys MUST be formal shirts & long pants & leather shoes, best is suit la, actl our shirt can be pink or v fashioned watever but, must be a shirt. no jeans allowed. girls, evening dresses la. (is it called like this?) i dont have my own suit... T_T then ben is SOOOO nice to offer to lend me, so i went his house & wore his DAD's suit which fit me better than his own. but then of coz v formal la cant expect anything, i actl thought of wanting ben's black shirt & silver tie, (he himself wore white of coz) then his dad's suit wear or not nvm. but then he say black shirt may turn out not nice & everything there was brand new (Marks & Spencer) so i didnt dare to try & then say dun want... lol. his white shirt & red stripped tie also v gd la. seriously we both looked good in suits man~ but i better WAHAHA

taxi-ed to sch & we were a little late alrdy, reached at 7pm. woah~~~~ the girls all~ quality ensured. ha also should be la, not nice ppl dont bring, if not nice & come ownself even worse, no one invite them to dance. sec 3 got like 20 - 30 guys who came and... WTH Chester got partner... omg... the girl not bad. lol

there was this cloak room provided so we put down the bags there, walked around & outside hall there were quite some things for COUPLES - roses, beads with letters, 2 pieces tat add up to a heart shape souvenirs, photo taking bench (quite romantic, can swing tat kind) & place for a little food & drinks. then i went inside hall - cool & romantic. dim light, with a spot light shining a few circles, very very nice, exactly like a ball, & then the guys & girls standing & walking there, at the sides got some seats the girls sat there as well. but then... first time, i also not those EXPERIENCED FLIRTS, took quite some time in finding a good target, also bcoz i too high demands la! then took like 2 hours then found first one & invited to dance, accepted. then dance dance (went a 30min class in sch the day b4 LOL) & chat & suddenly tsoi yu hei came (friend, working staff tat day) & asked if i wanna buy rose.... FINE. better be a gentleman right, then i asked the girl wat color & bought & gave her, but the prob was tat he suddenly came & then i didn't know how to carry on after giving her the rose, couldn't dance on liao, then OF COZ phone number right? then tat bastard tsoi yu hei turned back & 'shouted' pretty loudly, "Remember to ask for phone number!" wth so loud how i ask... v embarrassing. then didn't.

then later another girl, damn. she came with the previous girl... =.=" fine, she rejected bcoz she said she didn't want to dance, actl i also saw her rejecting 5 guys b4 me, lol. but then she said give me phone no, ok, even better. then later ben (who lent me suit) was still around tat 2 debating team girls who he knew & were obviously impatient of being 'entangled', and another fat guy, they no courage (takes a lot of courage for first time) to ask so i grabbed them to a group of girls & in the end ben danced with the one i first danced with... then i asked him to take phone no (SOFTLY without letting the girl know) so that he could tell me later LOL

the ball ended some time around 11.30pm.

2. Freaking exams...
So i guess everyone here knows how terrible exams are, especially with phy chem bio geog history chin history computer religious & economics... & the biggest problem wasn't the difficulty, but my self control ability.... darn low. parents not at home then i cant control myself & HAD TO play comp for darn long, in the end most of the subjs either didnt finish studying or that study until 3am & no energy to do the papers...

did really badly for chem... T_T 72 only damn damn damn damn damn! the good ones around 82... (average dunno 30 only WTF!?) wth. maths... 2 separate papers, omfg i did SOOO badly... 79 & 84.... T_T lucky physics looks gd, should have 95 (WITH LOTS OF USELESS HOPE) & comp not bad 81 (passing rate less than 50%) others dunno but i know i did really bad... T_T i regret a lot now, should have studied hard... hope tat i still can stay in top 30s... really, nvr had to consider such things but only thinking 1st ? or 2nd? 15th ? or 12th? not like can stay in a range or not so serious lor... this is particularly why i FINALLY finished exams but dont have a slight feel of relieve...

3. Stars
In the exams time, when i studied to really late in the nights, i made this habit of opening the window big & put the head out in the breeze, cold winter night breeze, really freshening after a whole lot of stress from hours of revise. then i'll look up at the sky, & I saw stars. You know, it's been soo long since I last saw stars ? Maybe because I turned pessimistic and hardly looked up at sky... Realized that when I talk about the stars I actually start to type formally? LOL

4. Body
After sitting at home studying for exams/playing comp games for so long, & ate more for dinner bcoz i was lack of energy from slp, & resulted in me gaining HELL LOT OF WEIGHT. so gotta swim, but today i just did a little operation on my toe... Had to trace back to quite long ago how it started, it's born like this tat my toe nails grow & break & stab into the flesh on the sides of the toes & it was so swollen so i went to this Doctor A. wat he did was, put my foot on his thigh, took up the scissors for little operation cuttings & without ANY KIND OF anesthetization (checked dictionary lol) or even wearing gloves he started cutting my nail, FLESH, & THEN DIG INSIDE THE SWOLLEN & CUT FLESH TO SEEK FOR BROKEN NAILS, PULL THEM OUT & repeat all the steps above (lol like saying chem experiment steps) & THEN after i alrdy pain like mad got so many things pulled out, he still got squeeze tat wound SO HARDLY to get the liquid inside out... I can tell u, it's SUPER PAIN. anyone who learnt first aid or smthg like saint john red cross stuff of tat sort should know, to tear flesh, especially muscles, will be FREAKING PAIN... yet i bared it & didnt even should or wat... but of coz i asked the doctor that i should be anesthetized b4 tat. then next week i went again for another toe. but then he didn't do well & i got probs... in the end went to Doctor B, he said, HOW CAN DO LIKE THAT ONE? WHICH DOCTOR IS IT? WHO IS IT? IT'S IMPOSSIBLE TO MAKE IT THAT WAY. YOUR TOLERANCE OF PAIN IS REALLY VERY STRONG TO BARE IT TWICE. lol... then he did anesthetize my toe, althg the injection itself, w pretty much DIGGINGS in the toe, was slightly pain but NOTHING compared to Doctor A's kind... then Doc. B did the operation without me having a slight feeling at the toe & then he finished. in a week the wound would heal & i can go swimming la! but the nail (one toe only) will take 3 months to grow back bcoz a big part was cut. better than suffer right.

5. Push-ups & HEIGHT.
Last March, I suddenly started to do push ups like mad for the fitness test. but then after may i stopped. tat time my chest & shoulders broadened a lot. but then until this january i realized that my chest muscles started to become smaller & shoulders not tat broad liao, so i started to do push ups crazily again. BUT then here's a BIG problem. Doing push ups seriously slow down teenagers from growing tall. I FEEL IT. since last march i only grew 4 cm. WTH!? before that i grew 8 cm per yr. so it's a huge difference that won't be simply natural. I asked quite some others who r super muscular & do lots of push ups, they all say, since they started doing push ups, they grow tall VERY SLOWLY... now i only 180, my target is 190 ok!? so the day i make it to do push ups on knees with one hand, i stop doing push ups until i stop growing! but if cant make it also must give up asap bcoz chest can be practiced later, height cant.

6. MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL, I BLOGGED! hahahaha, wat a long post, gotta slp, nights!~





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