Ah man... the tough time (CA) finally SEEMS to be over... but the real thing is approaching... damn exams. I feel empty... really. as if life is pointless sometimes. nvm. Oh yea I realized that the way I blog makes it look really messy, & that's not nice because i'm a clean & tidy perfectionist!

Recently I get lots of chances to miss lessons! YAYNESS. lol, it's like for example old boys of our sch came back in a tour for a visit & we heritage team must be there in heritage centre welcoming them blablabla - 1 lesson. SINGAPORE International Debating team visits our sch & play a match against our sch team, we english debating team must be there to welcome them, have lunch with them (wth we gotta pay), play friendly matches (holy shit i'm the only unexperienced member in the team because i just joined... but i'm also the only one didn't get in through formal recruitment but took test from team tchr instead, so they say should be ok), & get a little trainings from their coaches - 2 lessons. Speech interschool competition - english public speaking - 3 lessons! hahaha

Great i give up typing so formal... LOL hmm... have been knowing the ca marks separately now & quite some of the top 20s eat shit, all crapped in ca. while those 30th - 50th darn pro in ca... heck care, EXAMS!!! they win us a few marks to 30 marks in ca, BUT WE WIN BACK 100 MARKS IN EXAMS!!! HAHAHA! so heck care. anw i lose 2 marks to them in ca only.

now i read a lot of comics agn... it all started when i read online spiderman. then i read online one piece. then i read online naruto (finished agn...) now i DOWNLOADED the WHOLE of shaman king, coz it's finished, not publishing new chapters anymore, so hard to find online & also meaning less. also, I downloaded origami fighters (lol so lame) & YUYUHAKUSHO!!! haha i like tat, but the one i watched first was the cartoon, comics not so nice.

Sigh... now it's soooooooooo busy! I really really want to slack, go for a swim, sleep for minimum 14 hours every friday & saturday night, & go for movies & karaoke! but all can't be accomplished... chrismas is coming, yet i'm not happy for that, not a slight of happiness. bcoz chrismas signifies that exams r coming, which r right after chrismas 10 days holidays, whereby the holidays r meant for studying... also, soon after chrismas, sgp starts sch... sigh...

Have to know that dreams & reality usually go the opposite ways, all I want now is a leisure life. But the problem of this is that I'm going to have a shit life after school days if I slack now... Yet even if I work hard now I dunno if I can get the kind of ideal life I want in future... & many things & ppl I want maybe impossible... why? don't ask why, there's no perfect answer. Just follow the damn flow of life & be flooded...



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