Gosh it's so much to say & I'm so sleepy... or rather say, tired/lazy... Just don't feel like staying up despite i dont rlly slp at this kinda time... 00:20.

it's been a long and tough week, dozens of tests & holy shit i screwed most of them... maybe all. especially chinese oral the tchr said i may fail bcoz i didnt tell him my topic... (said it in my first sentence... =.=") then he forced me to help on next thurday's speech day, then let me pass... but i seriously don't think it's my prob lor... if he heard probably i should have quite high marks... T.T

next week even more tests & i feel like killing now... MONDAY HISTORY UNIFORM TEST! oh crap, C tang the nice vice principal (to me) is setting the paper & other history tchrs say, her papers' standard r for sec 5.... last yr passing rate 20% AFTER ADDING 8 MARKS TO EVERYONE IN THE WHOLE LEVEL!!! omfg... so mother fucking scared now...

Tues geog test... sigh~ tat pig tches us also dunno learn wat. nvm, self study la... but it's gonna take time & i bet i geog test sure darn bad... still got chem test chinese tests eng dictation bio test blablabla... thiam la...

today sports day heats, so early leave (12pm ++) after watching competitions. then went karaoke!~ this time with a whole new crowd of ppl, & the 9 of us went to Red Box, nvr try b4. last time all neway... but then most ppl 3 or 4 need to leave for tuitions. but we thought the rest of us who dont need to leave early can continue singing but NO. the room until 3 pm only. WTF!? totally not enough ok... it's like nobody felt finished... in the end still left unwillingly. then 7 guys left, left me & ka long (another sports pro...). then they all meeting up again after tuition (around 6pm... dunno say meet to say something, of coz i not going, so late... told mom 4 ++ will leave, coz too many tests) oh yeah saw a singer! quite famous in hk but i dunno her eng name so nvm. then accompanied ka long to walk around tat shopping center for quite some time, in fact more than an hour, without buying ANYTHING. haha... actl jus keep chatting & walking around without purpose la... maybe it's just me who's without purpose but to walk until time's up to go home, ka long was looking around for small small 'piano' like music box or crystal decorations to give to a girl. i bet gf but he say not... then also went bookshop & amazingly he reads some books like "Having an appointment with success" or stuffs like tat... woah... haha

then had to go home & bused home. reached home at almost 5.30... took quite long for the bus trip sia. then go home jus doing homework & homework & thinking WHERE THE HELL IS THE SLACKER HAU YIP!!!??? I WANNA SLACK!!! ah man...

It's ok for a man who wants to slack to slack.
& it's ok for a man who wants to work hard to work hard.
It's also ok for a man who wants to work hard to slack.
But it's NOT ok for a man who wants to slack to work hard!!!

damn la... i dont want to be like this... the hau yip who can study 24/7 in p2 - p4 is no longer here!~ & i dont want him to be here too! i just want the hau yip who slacks whenever he can & tat there's certainly time tat he can...

did a quiz but decided not to post. saved in drafts...



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