Keep this short because mom's nagging to sleep. Today woke up & lunched & went out to buy textbooks in the rain.
Got there but the books havn't fully arrived while some bks all sold. so was short of 5 or 6 bks in my bklist in the end. then mom not enough cash & there don accept cards, so gotta go draw money. then bought the bks & i went home alone bcoz mom go see doctor.
went home & was packing the bks when mom called me to check the bks bcoz her calculation of the total prize was larger than the prize the bkshop said. then while checking i put down the phone & use speakers. then i gotta talk louder & she said y i sound so angry (mean my attitude bad). wth... =.= sigh~ dont want to argue le, a waste of breath. then realized some numbers she plus wrongly. wadeva.
she told me dont play com first read the bks. fine, i turn on com & music but read bks. first i read was PHYSICS. it sounds the most abstract to me... read then ok lar. not as hard as imagined. but i just READ, i dunno wat it looks like when i need to do physics hmwk & tests. bcoz majority ppl FAIL. not low marks, FAIL. sigh~ scared sia. physics chemistry biology, then in sec 4 plus on A maths, the KILLING SUBJECTS. darn scared...... sgpreans, dont compare sgp subjects w hk, different one. maybe learn the things similar, but many friends of mine no matter in britain, america, sgp or wadeva all say, hk papers make TRAPS & try to make ur marks AS LOW AS POSSIBLE. u learnt it, remember it doesnt mean u get the answer right. scaaarrrrrreddd~
then read until she came back she bought most of the remaining bks from another bk shop. but then now still short of a eng textbk + wkbk & a com textbk + wkbk. then i started doing the maths hol hmwk tat comes along w the maths textbk which she bought frm the other bk shop. did 1 exercise then dont do le, just nice dinner as well.
after dinner i com-ed all the way & was searching for songs until just now bath, then now then rmb gotta blog. haha. tmr gotta return the bks to library, 18th due date. then i can borrow some fighting novels agn ! then i can read at 4am in bed agn ! then i can grounded agn !!! YAY!~ LOL
When you say you want to die,
Please make sure I don't see you alive the next day.
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