Today, went sch to get my report card. & from the title i guess u know wat it's like. oh god... no pls......


wth...... i expected top ten... TOOOOOOOOP TEEEEEENNNNNNNN !!!!!! I MIIIIIISSSSSSS UUUU !!!!!! oh man !~ sigh~ & as ben told me , com has NO subject prize. it doesnt hav an isolated subj prize like eng & maths. it's only included in social prize, which contains com , IH & dunno wat shit else. sigh~


god... y do u hav to do this, my best 2 subjects BOTH dont hav subject prize... fuck la. if PTH (mandarin) got subj prize confirm mine - 100/100. & tats the total, including paper & CA. so now im thinking if i may get the social prize, after all my IH isnt bad, 93. perhaps i hav a chance.

while a voice comes in mind - " OH C'MON !!! dont dream about it, u wanted top ten & u dont get it, look at ur disappointment , it's all written on ur face. dont expect tat, there are 变态-s tat get 99 & so on, the social prize is not going to be urs." oh well... perhaps i should trust the voice tis time, i will know who get the subject prizes on speech day in sept or oct , when im sec 3. wtevr...

then came home, in heavy steps...... exercised & bathed. dad still gave me cash prize , THANKS!~ but it's not wat i care, i care abt my position, tats more important... originally mom said psp if top ten. but she still said i pay the cash prize part & she pays the rest. fine. i pay the bigger part, who cares~ lost interest for evrythg at the moment... 121212121212121212...... i love this number but doesnt mean my position has to be tis number as well right !? i love the number 6 as well... y not 6 ? HUH !? walao... ok, hopefully it doesnt go to 24 or 72 next time, like those numbers doesnt mean positions got to matter... god god god god god......

then called up ppl to watch harry potter. yes , i still havnt watched it althg it was up on 11th... well...... i went jp on 9th man. great, the usa girls watching movie & it's believed tat they ARE watching HP. fine... found jack in msn , he said he doesnt like the movie, don wan to watch. FINE. called kelvin, he didnt answer, called his house, his mom said he's at music rehearsal & only be off at 10pm... o ya, our sch got tis music concert later in the month. fine. called gabriel, he's also in the rehearsal, but he secretly answered the call, he said he's only free tmr morning, walao... but he said he might be able to watch , wth ? calling me back at 10. called ka ho, last hope, OMFG. he watched. damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn ......

the world is against me today. C'MON ! black friday is over, no joke pls. it's NEVER so difficult to find someone watch a movie w me. im the pathetic man. was stoning for quite some time, then mom told me to try the cheese cake brought back from jp, small small pieces in plastic packs, but nice ~ lol. then ate seaweeds & was back here.

suddenly thought of wat the jp tour guide victor said , " Do u know how Hello Kitty died ? when ppl asked me this qtn i tell them , 'she starved to death.' bcoz she has no mouth !" hahahahahaha lame joke but it's true , hello kitty got no mouth. but i got a lamer one - ' wat does HK represent? not Hong Kong, but Hello Kitty.' tats darn lame... hahahaha.

blogging half way dad came in ask me wat to eat, say mom dont feel like cooking so jus order. then ask & answer like all the same w wat we ate ytd...... then i told him, in gd attitude okay, im a filial son, "u knew asking me wat to eat comes w no answer u still ask ? lol" hahaha.

ok jus cut the crap & bye.

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