bloody hell. ytd night sleep at 3 am then today woke up at 7 am... went sch for chinese oral. IT SUCKS. some classes had it ytd , some like mine have it today. they give us pictures, then we need to describe a bit,(not like sg pri sch tat kind, theres probably only one thing like a statue or a girl feeding birds in the pic & u describe rly briefly) then start to think and associate the pics with things tat come to ur mind. ytd all together 3 pics appeared, i managed to know abt all the pics and prepared for all of them. yet , wtfh, they changed the pics. & harder then ytd ones.

fine, altgthr 2 mins , timers rings & we got to stop, but the prob is most of us dont hav so much to talk abt la... many guys 1.5 min nth to say liao. i 1 min 36 secs then finished wat i planned to say, so keep making up things until i reach 2 mins lor. sian ... im no. 37 & 36 told me to help him look at his marks, i did. 17/30 but wth, i told 38 to help me look at my marks, he said he cant see -.-

alright, came home, it's STILL bloody hot. so damn humid. i was dry in the bus & after i alight, i walked 3 min & i reached home WET. i squeezed a bowl of SWEAT from my shirt and singlet... darn .

after bath and lunch, studied eng first(u know i suck in eng...althg my eng is like so pro in hk, it's all bcoz hk ppl eng SUCKS). but those assholes 2 stairs above started to drill holes AGAIN! it's so damn loud and i couldnt concentrate. so at last i wore earphones to listen to music, from hp.... i dont hav mp3 or Ipot /.\ music is definitely btr then those drilling sounds man. anyway i've been listening to music when i do hmwk and study for exams n play com or do wtevr in front of the com/table for at 2 years. hahah , it's nice , without the music , i go daydream so easily, but with music my SOUL is called back when the song goes to the HIGH part. LOL

but im not in the mood to study, & i 4got to switch on music ! so i went daydreaming 80% of the time... hahah & now im having headaches... FREAK. every time exams come then i got some prob. when i was very young , like p1 p2 , when got exams then when i slp, i get freaking itchy all ovr the body.
then in p3-p5 , got exams i cant fall aslp NO MATTER HOW TIRED OR SLEEPY I AM.
then p6 until now , once exams come, i get TERRIBLE HEADACHES ! holy shit. last year i HAVE to take panadols to stop the pain, n wat i received in return was jumping from 34th in lvl to 15th.
tis year.... SLACKING a lot man. in fact now the exams alrdy started n i dont hav the feeling tat exams r even near. =.= so i dont get nervous & i dont study seriously. im like fooling arnd & jus to ans my mom's request: study tis study tat. omg... but maybe bcoz of slacking, my headache isnt so painful tis time ! YAY !~ HAHA.

I think all these happened to me bcoz of stress. they suck. p4 tat time i study like mad & i got quite some 6 white hairs due to tat man... all plucked lah ! & after roseman said : 'Hauyip, you are top in standard.' & then im like stoned & sq shook my hand like mad. then all the stress r G O N E.

but after tat MORE stress come bcoz , if i lost my position, it's ... 惨. i got to handles ATTACKS from all ovr like assholes like kai xiang , u know how irritating he was. i also had to handle zhang yu xuan's fight & quarrels & irritations.(i think all from 5.7 should rmb tat i threw a chair onto his head XD. & HE was fired from sch but im jus fine. still B in conduct. HAHAH dunno how he got back in p6, none of my business) & now i HATE HIM. no fds for LONG LONG TIME. then i hav to handle my mom as well. my com playing time shall fly away. & im also very... emulative ? hahah. i also dont like losing , so i force myself a lot. but then when i get top agn in p5. it's like i feel... oh. for sure mine one lah. dont need study liao. but p6 yumeng's threaten is getting larger & the most pathetic thing is tat :





MY FATHER SAID IM NOT GOING TO FINISH PSLE!!! IM GOING BACK TO HK!!!

u think i fucking like tat !? NO. ABSOLUTELY NOT OK. tat was the happiest time of my primary school life. no fights, no scoldings from teachers, get no slaps at all, blablabla... & U R TELLING ME TAT IM NOT FINISHING PRIMARY SCH !? holy shit... but i had NO CHOICE. tat was one of my stress source also.




Even if i jumped 2 levels in secondary school, or graduate as doctor in Oxford University, when people ask, what primary school did you graduate from ?



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